I am a girl scared of commitment,
I wonder if he knows the truth about me.
I hear that he loves me,
I see who I want to be.
I want him to know the real me,
I am a girl scared of commitment.
I pretend to be what he wants me to be,
I feel like he doesn’t know me.
I touch what was never really there,
I worry about hurting him or myself.
I cry when I think about the future,
I am a girl scared of commitment.
I understand he won’t be here long,
I say I’ll make it last.
I dream of that day when it will be all better,
I try not to cry when I am around him.
I hope that it all goes away,
I am a girl scared of commitment.
