I know I hurt you, I can feel your pain.
In my heart, a feeling so new reigns,
An anger, like pelting rain.
Why would you do that? Why hurt me so?
I thought you loved me, Now I know,
Some things don’t last, they fade and go.
Now wrong seems right and right’s turned wrong,
Darkness has blanketed light, my heart’s song
Is silenced, a tear streams down, so long.
My strength has gone, left me weak,
I know I hurt you, in defeat,
I feel your pain, I can’t speak.
But can’t you see, through sorrow’s hue,
I am hurting just as much as you,
Inside me light has dimmed, joy is few.
Maybe if I end it all, maybe then,
Pain will retreat, will leave my den,
No, No, I won’t, not for you, not again.
Never will I hurt myself, bring joy to thee.
I know I hurt you, I bear that decree.
But from your chains, I long to be free.
The truth I tell, after going through hell,
You’re all I think of, like a spell.
You are still my father, I can tell.
Good or Bad, Happy or Sad, Black and Blue,
That much I know, so I won’t bother anew,
You don’t want or need me, it’s true.
