I lost something, a very important part of me,
The worst part is that I probably never had it.
He came into my life like a cool breeze,
Everyone knows that you can’t catch air.
But, the fool that I am, yes, I tried,
And just when I thought I had him,
He slipped right through my fingers, just – like – Air.
If I close my eyes, his arms still wrap around me.
His hand grabbing, my finger pointing at Orion,
His breath on my neck, his body calming my cold shivers.
Every time I blink, such moments replay,
And I heard him tell me to open my heart.
I felt him open his,
And for the first time in a long while, I felt safe.
Every fear that I had; every insecurity,
It vanished, when he whispered he loved me.
His words – so soft, so low, so gentle, so real,
The moment magnified,
I could hear the fish swim, river below.
A fragment of glass reflecting, from the moon it glowed.
Everything fell silent,
So quiet, you could hear my breathless response.
I wanted to cry, and to the sky reach,
A high five to God, I sought to breach.
But then, like air- he disappeared,
His breathing got heavier, flickers in his eyes.
Within a couple of seconds, my world crashed,
His confessions cut me, like cruel shrapnel.
His thoughts weren