Everything you do to me, I do back,
Even though you ask me to unpack,
And come back for you,
I hate you, you hate me,
I love you, you love me.
I hit you, you retaliate,
I blame you as the instigator,
When do you think about me?
Only in your moments of pity.
I think of you when the blade cuts through,
And my blood spreads like dew.
Could you bear some of this pain for me?
Or must I carry on in misery?
Did you really have to leave?
I yearn for the truth behind your deceit.
Were all your words fanciful lies?
Crafted to expedite my demise.
I deceive you, you deceive me,
I shoot you, you reflect the hostility.
I slit your wrists, you do the same,
A ruthless cycle to which we’re chained.
Take my last breath,
I’ll take yours too.
Trust me, hate me, love me, kill me,
Believe me, shatter me, bend me, break me.
Push me under, watch me drown,
As the rain pours down.
In my madness, I find respite,
Finally doing what feels right.
Love me, hate me, miss me, hug me,
Kiss me, touch me, scratch me, cut me.
Hold me, push