Even though we are no longer together,
And I no longer consider you as my lover.
My feelings mixed, and mind confused,
My body feels misused, and abused.
I can’t let you go even though I want to,
My thoughts are always consumed with you.
I try to move on but always lose interest,
Because of the feelings that I can’t put to rest.
How can I still want you after what you did?
Why is your voice still ringing in my head?
Will I ever be able to forget,
All the time together we spent?
I just want these feelings to go away,
Somehow I know that forever in my heart they’ll stay.
Even though I pretend that nothing is wrong and hide behind a smile,
Inside I am crying like a newborn child.
When I am alone sometimes I call out your name,
But the response I get is always the same.
A response filled with silence that adds to my pain,
All I really want is for you to love me again.
Maybe I am just too dumb or too blind to see,
That you will forever be still hurting me.
